Cheryl Soh =))

Charlotte <3>

Dear Amanda. =D

Its always easier to say when it doesnt occur on you. Trust me. But what if it does? Do you just give in or stand for your stand? I do not know you tell me. As far as i know i'm going to stand for what is right.

Not easy, DUH. But always pray for a strong heart, never give in. Temptation be rebuked! Soo much to be said yet so lil words to describe. =/

Oh dear, Kenji wanna be macho.
Hey, Mr Joneil =)
Joben . Just it.

Beloved friend.

Ahhh, let me see what to talk about her.

She is one person i admire, never told anyone but its there in my heart.
Situation might get really bad yet she never gives in.
She kept pressing on and searching for the answer she is seeking for.
Thus, she look for answers everywhere and anywhere.
Disappointment strikes.

She gave up on the only hope that only that SOMEONE could provide.
That puzzled me.
She is a strong person, but she needs so lean on SOMEONE's shoulder who is provider of her peace.

Soul be in peace. Broken heart be healed. :)

Dedicated to a friend of mine. :))

At least i'm still visible.

Puan Joyce : Aiyo, Justina you ah... can do better in your sejarah wan, is just that you are too playful! Start to study during this holidays k?

Puan Rogayah : Awak ni tak bodoh, cuma malas tak nak mendengar ajaran cikgu, tengok, mana gambar-gambar tugasan harian awak?

Pun Lim Sze Lai : Justina, you just need to study for another 7 hours and you could have gotten an A!

Puan Soo : Justina, come. You've disappoint me. How can you get such result? I was expecting soo much more from you.

Puan Nordian : Justina justina, karangan awak pointnya boleh tahan tetapi tatabahasa awak ni sangat teruk tau. Takda peribahasa.

Exams.over.

Checkers. Squares. Shapes.

the :( and the :D

The Tree.

Sorrow. (X)
Joy ( check)

Greatest Day (:

nice. (:

Click " fail"

i Justina hates maths. :(

i dont know, you tell me. :)

60 questions are thrown to you.

Why do you complain about the 10 questions you couldnt do and not be thankful the 50 questions you are able to do?

Tell me what is there for you to complain?

7 things you should know.

7 Facts about Me.

i Justina Lee is craving for chocolate & ice-cream.
* even tho is fattening like who cares?! well at least not me.*

i Justina Lee sleeps with my baby bolster.
* so what? its been with me for 16 years!*

i Justina Lee swims for 2.5km.
* never thought of it eh?*

i Justina Lee sucks at studies!
*yeer but :D *

i Justina Lee loveees the fact that i serve God.
* so what? at least i m faithful*

i Justina Lee doesnt like doing chores.
*not a very qualified house wife. but who cares? such thing as maid existed *

i Justina Lee doesnt want to be married to anyone!
* whats wrong staying single?*

Settling for the best.

What is life? Read a book titled Purpose Driven Life, Rick Warren. What is life and i ask again? Many people describe life as a roller coaster ride, game/battle or even puzzle. What is your definition of life? Well, the way you look at life will affect the way you spend your time, investing your money and your hobbies. So what is life to you?

As for myself, i always thought that life is a life i live for the sake that i m created. But as time past, i puzzled, life cant be this simple. Maybe i m from a Christian background thats why is a God factor, He doesnt do stuff for the sake of doing it. There must be a purpose! But i didnt bother seeking for the answer, like who cares? whatever la. But the sense of no-self-purpose slowly occurs, like what the heck m i here. whats soo awesome being a human. Then this thought hit me " why not you trying asking Your creator? Only your creator would know why are you created for and what is your purpose" Well i doubted for a second. Follow by another thought " how would a washing machine know whats its purpose?" Well, i thought for a while, thinking this may be right, maybe i should try to ask my leader. Then next thought hit me " how can a washing machine Q ask another machine Z whats its purpose? when the machine Z is also clueless and still figuring itself out?" Without the forth thoughts, i thought better start looking for my Creator.

Well guess what? I've found my Creator! He is a Big God, a God whom i love most and love my most, a God of all impossibles, a Big God who sees problems as small problems. a God who sees everything differently. a God i can proudly call " Daddy!" He is my saviour Jesus Christ. Well, i found Him a loong time back yet i do not acknowledge His presence. You may not like my post cause i may sound Holy but who cares? I m not living to please you but to glorify my God's name. :)

I may not discover my purpose on earth yet but i know i m living for a cause. As i grow closer with my God on daily basis, He'll soon reveal my purpose to me. And i know that He has the best plan for me, my life and my eternity. He'll has His best for me everyday as long as i m still on this earth.

Aren't you jealous i have such Awesome God and BIG Daddy? I dont mind sharing my God and Dad with you! :D

Something i've learned.

I went to a hill, needed to loose weight and so i went.

First quarter of the walk was tough, thought if i run i could loose more weight. Yet after a 100 meter run i stop, found myself couldnt breathe ( literally), thought it was time for me to kick the bucket. ( thank God i survived). (: I continued my journey with fast walk. Then i reach the pit and a crossroad. If you do not want to continue the journey you can chose to stop, or pick a road and continue to fulfil your satisfaction. I chose to satisfy myself so i chose my second path, and i went for it. As for this second quarter it wasnt that tiring, in fact i ran for a kilometer knowing that i can survive cause i just overcome the first quarter. I enjoyed my second quarter journey it was good it makes me feel like an athletic :P. Everything has to come to an end eh? I reach the next stop, this stop puts me in a place where i have no choice but to go on to the 3rd half in order to get out of that " jungle". Third quarter HERE I COME. It was a ' wow ' factor, it was extremely tiring i mean extremely till the extend where illusion thoughts started to play in my head over and over again, " orange juice , pepsi , air conditioned room , swimming pool". I was soo tempted to stop yet my determination defeated it. :D * Proud of myself* After that rough journey, i've finally reach the crossroad, remember the pit i mentioned? Yeah that. I felt soo relieve, i knew it in my heart that i've overcome all the challenges, now is just going back to the first quarter.

Is just like life eh? When we are given a task and we are willing to do anything to make everything work, occasionally we'll want to be the boss. So we'll tend to " speed up" not knowing what we are capable of and what we're not. Until a rude awakening hits you. You'll feel exhausted & restless. There is where all of us start to slow down, taking in instructions and absorbing from it. Is just like a " warming up" session. After learning, you'll realize you reach a crossroad. Due to the rocky journey you are given a choice to continue to finish the task given or dump it to someone. Lets say you choose to finish up the task.

You'll enter the second phrase. This phrase is easy, just apply whatever you've learned from the first phrase into whatever you're doing, in fact this is a time to speed up! Everything goes smoothly and as expected. But lets be real everything comes to an end regardless is a good or bad thing. The third phrase comes as consequences, since you've choose to continue you finish it. Problems come, the big ones, rough ones, tiring ones, restless ones. Not neglecting tempting thoughts that manipulate us. As that happens, i advise you to hang on to your determinations and your stand!

When you've defeated your tempting and manipulative thoughts and finish the race, sense of satisfaction is there. Eventually you'll ask " Whats next?"

Ahhh. Its time for PIANO!